iwillnotactuallykillanyonetoday:
PLEASE UNMUTE THIS
I just hurt myself from laughing at this.
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"I let you read my hidden chapters,
I let you unravel my mysteries,
I let you see my naked soul,
I let you touch me.
Now every atom of my body miss you, will you let me make it up?"
- poeticdonut
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Things will get better.
6 months ago I was depressed. My boyfriend broke up with me before then, but 6 months ago he fell off the face of the earth. Acted as if I never mattered. Made it so there was no way for me to ever get in touch with him again. I had no appetite to eat so I lost a ton of weight. I cried all the time. I felt alone and like I had no one to talk to. I thought I was gonna marry this boy. The way he treated me got me thinking about how I thought I deserved it. As if I was the one who did wrong. I thought I was a weak shitty person. I had no confidence. No self esteem. I drank a lot to forget about the pain because drunk me was who sober me wished I could be. I was a grouch and mean to my family and friends. I was bouncing between jobs. Low on money. It literally felt like everything was falling apart all because of a broken heart.
But it gets better. One day I woke up and said I can’t possibly feel more terrible than this. This has got to be rock bottom and the only way to go is up from here. And so I forced myself to change. Forced myself to see all the good that is inside me. That this boy would have no control over me. No control over my emotions. That it is HIS loss. He will regret how he treated me. And after thinking that, I realized my self worth. That I am a catch and any guy would be lucky to be with me so I should not settle for anything less than what I want and deserve. I got a steady job and it’s not the greatest but it pays the bills. I look forward to seeing my friends and make an effort to be nice to my family. I went and cut all my hair off and dyed it blond. I changed my hair way out of my comfort zone and it was the best decision I have made. Guys hit on me constantly. I get complimented on daily. I feel like I radiate my happiness and people notice. It isn’t just something I feel it’s something I project onto others. I am genuinely happy in life and where I’m at. Even though I am still single and not doing anything exciting I am not in the dark hole I once was.
So if anyone is going though a hard time, be strong. Stay tough. Have hope. Because things will get better. It’s all in your attitude and the desire for change. Nobody can save you. Only you can do that, so be the warrior you need.
"- Unf0rgivingly (via unf0rgivingly)
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